Here Today

I made it to writing group today,
All I can think is its the last place I saw you,
I cant even rhyme as Im not okay,
Here I am making an effort 4 our passion,
I fall into habits as you far away lay,
I see you in music & writing all the time,
Daddy I think of you everyday,
I cant be great without you,
Save the best 4 last as I say,
I made it here for you.

Ghosts Are Us

Going down an alleyway thinking about the past. I feel you everywhere. Cant believe you're gone. I feel like Im losing my mind without you. Shadows even starting to look like you & screaming my name. Am I insane? Drug the reality, pharmacy stop the insanity! Why are you haunting me? I look in the mirror and dont recognize myself. Who did grief become? Why did no one help me? Where is all this coming from? Silence is loud & loud isnt enough. I miss you why am I alone now? Hauntings are real or am I delusional. I just cant cope. The ghosts in the machines is us. Rats on a wheel.