Love doesn't die

Here I am listening to bands,
Tonight all I can think of is how this was our dream, to support bands & local businesses & to be self employed someday chasing our dreams, every time I see a white van, every time I smoke, every time I snuggle our cats, you never left. It's been months and you're still here. Everything I do, I just wish you had felt the same, I wish you never gave up on me. You're still here every day. I wish I could take back angry words, I wish there was some fix to this. I still miss you, I still love you.